Today, I am in a rut. It appears that more often than not, I am in a rut. That should tell me something, right? That SOMETHING needs to change? However, I'm currently at a stand still, and unable to change anything, hence the rut. It's a vicious circle. I want to change things, but lack the ability to, or at least that's the fight in my head.
I'm a very capable 28 year old, who has always said 'tomorrow' or 'next year' but I never follow through. Ever. What the fuck am I waiting for? What the hell am I scared of? Why can't I just say to myself "enough is enough! Now let's fucking do this!!!?"
If I'm not making any sense, that's fine, I'm lucky if I understand myself half the time.
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